Pissed Off

Nowadays ,
some of the girls are not that kind of respect themselves
I can't imagine if your parents know the ways you choose
It's shame !!!

hey bitch , come have a look for this post
I'm writing about you .

If you dislike , you may allow to sue me .
I'm welcome .

the true ; the false

Finally the whole things comes to light
this is your retribution .

Don't try to blame anyone , please
don't you feel shame about yourself ?
DIRTY BITCH !!!





這幾天都在大吵
終於，真相大白了。

紙是包不住火的
你瞞得過一時，卻瞞不過一世

即使你把牠隱藏的很好，終有一天也會給人家踢爆。
在這世界上　根本不會有秘密的存在
像螞蟻那麼的小的秘密也沒有　可況是你這個那麼嚴重的事呢？

我說過，大家都是女生
為何要這樣互相殘殺？這樣對我有好處嗎這樣？
我可以從中獲利嗎？

我告訴你
這一切都是你自己來的
如果當初你選擇坦白，現在會搞到這種地步嗎你以為？

你說，我們爆你的秘密出來
小姐　幾歲了？
難到我們不會想嗎？你用腦想可以嗎？

是你太放式
不採取行動你就來要我們
媽的　要怪就要怪你沒事咬我們幹屁？！

我們聊天都不是說你的東西
你為何臉皮那麼厚？真的是搞不清楚你~.~

這個戰爭是由你而引起的
你作初一，我作十五
這一切都是你的錯，別到處怪別人

就是因為你的死性不改，才會有這樣的衝突









所要settle這件事 ？我操你媽的
敢作不敢認？做鬼心虛嗎？
有本事就再我面前說出來，不用再我背後講多多

我姓黃不是姓賴，不是說給你賴得就賴
要我們原諒你？

here you are



nahh

Meanless and Hopeless .

不要做女強人，女超人就好了
The famous line that I always remind myself .

close my eyes , don't let the tears drop
hide my feelings .








虛偽；假情假意
兩種人類這世界多得是。

面對這種問題，就冷淡得一笑而過吧
這一切不值得去留念　也沒有甚麼好留念。

看開也明白了一切，我只是代替品
你從沒想過我的感受

一直以來，你是最重要那個
但　最終看透了
原來我只是個笨蛋，被你耍得團團轉。

散，可能是解脫
也是你們最想看到的結果。滿意了？











真心；假意
誰是真心誰是假意，我自己懂就好
別以為我不出聲就可以爬上我的頭來

冷靜看待每個人，冷淡對待每個人

關心我的，放進心裡
利用我的，我要你生不能、死不得

我絕不再心軟！











You may allow to treat me like a stupid person , and
the most super duper hyper ultra maximum oxymoron person
that I'll treat back you .













我久違得等待，終於等到了
1部 MV　3首歌　
♥



single 1








single 2







single 3















I just want someone who will understand me even when no words are spoken.

Clean & Clear

Have a new look with my dearly blog .

White background and red text .
I love simple style (:
It's look more Clean and Clear .

*PS* I'm not helping Clean&Clear promote their produce okay :)

It's Sunday today .
stay at home whole day .

What else can I do ?
everyday FACEBOOK FACEBOOK and FACEBOOK
it's bored until max babe . sigh










I'm become more fatter recently .
enjoy my life with dear sweetie . muahahahah

All my extra time is to sleep , songs , revision and entertainment
so , I wont be bored although I have a lot of extra time .











I've spend a lot of money in beauty treatment
GOSH !!! my wallet is vomiting blood 99 .
No choice , I need to pay more attention about my face .
it's getting worst nowadays . sigh :(

















One day someone will walk into your life
then you realize love was always worth waiting for.

Busy Week .

Am busy this week .
study or hang out ? is both ;D

Am enjoying my life babe . ♥

Went to TimeSquare with Xun's zaii after school .
having our lunch at Sushi King .

The reason we went to Sushi king is because of this ....



Sushi King Card RM2 bonanza promotion !!!
It's fucking cheap !!

enjoy my lunch so much ~~~



YUMMY ♥

Finish our lunch , when to Pavilion .
Dessert time .

went to SnowFlake ;D
eating and chatting there .
A lot of things that we chat (:

after that , we went to food court and walk around
suddenly want to eat some sweet .
so we went to STICKY and try to eat .

spent a lot of time to choose the flavor of the sweet .
Finally , me and Xun's zaii choose what we want .



My Sticky , Orange flavor ♥





















Went to Leisure Mall
Sushi King again .

I'm the latest person reach there /~\
we just line up around 15 minutes only and allow to go inside have a sit
A lot of human went to eat too XD





















Back from tuition
am tired until max .


















前方的路還很遙遠 , 你願意陪我一起走下去嗎 ?





















我 不 是 T

Making a million friends is not a miracle.
The miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you.

Yes , I am ♥

Your affectionate always in my heart
Our love , no results
Who can explained what's going on with our love ?

Come back baby , I love you so much
No matter where you go
Persistence of waiting is the final choice . ♥

I thought I was brave enough, and I thought I will not cry easily
I thought I'll never be so embarrassed, I thought I a person can take care of myself
A long time I thought I would be able to go, but because of this make me feel tired
I too believe that my feelings seem to elude me feel a direct sense. .

I'm tired but can't get rid of.













Although it's difficult with personal life ,
but also must learn a person , not easily rely on others
This is to prevent the people around leave you and you still can live


















Maybe only silence can be interpreted all '
No matter how much words is also just an excuse , just a lie













Opportunity to rely on themselves to strive to have to grasp .

Skipping School

Skip school for 2days , Friday and Saturday
The most common reason is ... L.A.Z.Y

Actually I'm going to school today ,
I've promise my friend said today I will attended the class

but the trouble came ,
my mother has forget to woke me up , so I've miss the class
I've threw my friend alone at school .

Oh my pity girl .
Apologize about it , okay ?

Around 5pm , she send me a facebook message .



hahahaha , she was horror right ?

looks like she was really anger about me :(
I'm really sorry about this .

Next monday need listen she nagging again . what the hell

Webcam with my lovely babe ( 歪猴) yesterday
I've been long time din't see her . MISSHERALOT ♥

She looks languish .
distressed her much and much .

I knew all the problem that she's suffering now .
don't think too much , please .
be chill , mind you ?

I hope the happiness kaykay will came back .
mind to be back the pass of kaykay ?
I prefer the naive , active , cute kaykay . you know ?

be optimistic (:











Letting the loneliness gang up on me , I'm sinking in tears
however far apart we are , do you know the longer it is the further ?

We're in a small room , yet you're as far as the horizon
my endurance isn't enough to deal with your indifference
we're becoming strangers holding hands, though you still haven't left
that's what it's starting to feel like the only difference is that your body still hasn't gone

It hurts right here ... in my heart
I'm close to dying
Unable to find where my same old lover went
It hurts right here .. In my sight
seeing that you're not far
the world turned dark , like someone has died
even though we're close

Though you still haven't left
In reality , it's more than that
feeling pressured ... of when it will end

Seeing that you're not far ,
love turned empty , like we passed away

Do you realized our love is dying ?















The memories are still beautiful , though it's been a long time ago .

I'm Perfect ( NO you aren't )

原本我那完美的生活 , 漸漸的變了
我的生活出現了很多裂痕
它把我的生活毀了 .

My life starting become u.n.p.e.r.f.e.c.t.

Listen

Read phonetically

I din't say, does not mean I'm dumb,
I din't see, does not mean I'm blind,
I din't listen, does not mean I'm deaf.

I just don't want to say, don't want to hear, don't want to see,
because you will only make me hurt.

you guys hurt me deepest
don't try blame me because patronize you guys
blame yourself for letting me desperate first .

Look into my eyes
I'm waiting for a miracle

even is 0.01% , i will never give up .
because Imma believe in miracle (:




keep your mouth silent
if you aren't believe in miracle .
Thankyou .

I try to forget , I try to be strong
with using the smile to hide all the unknown sadness.

camouflage until very tired .
what else can I do ?

I don't know

Smile brightly :D

I wish I can keep this situation everyday
my happiness are come from my lovely classmates
they make me smile :)
the days with them are happy .

although some of their jokes are oxymoron ,
but at least their oxymoron jokes will make me laugh out loud .

imma libra ♥


想太多 又愛嚇自己 超沒自信的天秤
又愛故做瀟灑 自戀 愛漂亮
這不是缺點 是弱點

因為太明顯 易被覺得目中無人只愛表面
有理想 卻懶散 要人讚美 不愛聽批評

聰明但用在損人 無禮卻想成風格
心軟但嘴硬 勞祿但夢想當貴婦

不願在別人面前掉淚 不知該說堅強或不敢面對
愛被愛 更愛被眾人搶愛 如果可以 希望博愛

其實對自己還算節儉 只是對別人又太浪費
公平 永遠擺不平

談戀愛 愛征服對方
事業才是她的首要目標

天平的兩端 一端是要 另一端還是要
因為她想搞定兩端

怕肉麻 但一旦說肉麻的話 只能算撒驕

謹慎不如說她是自私在掙扎 電人是她最常玩的遊戲
常想一勞永逸的人生計畫

叛逆是她最得意的面貌
做她朋友比做她另一半好

建議她們要晚婚
理性的嘴感性的心旁徨的夢出軌的愛

愛自由愛浪漫 但不愛給自由不愛給浪漫

Every times when the blue sky is turning into grey ,
that means i'll become the queen of emotional .

She's back

I had been leave network world around 1 weeks
I'm admit that I'm escape the fact .

It's a lot of nights thinking and I realize much of things
Actually , I no need to be so pessimistic .

Starting today, everything re-scratch
I'll be optimistic to face everything .

I like the sunlight effect , it's very sunshine .
suitable with me right ? XD
Have a healthy skin color with a bright smile
it's me , I'm the sunshine girl . LOL








At the first , I'm sorry for ignoring for the care of you all .
I din't mean to ignore you all , I just want to be quite for while .

I know some of you do really worry about me .
my dear , I'm fine . no need worry about me .
You should worry about your matter . there are lots you not yet resolved .
right ? (:

Anyways , I returned . ♥











Starbucks , my medicine .
baby , it's fucking perfect . ♥

NO SORROW NO WORRY NO PAIN
It make my days smile shine :D

All I want is this (:











The distance from the SPM still left 7 months only
I need to more hardworking nowadays .
although a bit too late now , but this is all about my future .
no reason for it because I'm the master of my future ;)

Sometime there are lot of pressure that I get from my family .
they make me feel stress , but I know they do really care about my academic .
they force me to study just because of my future .

Every parents hope their own children can life easier in the future
and it's same with my parents .
I don't want my parents disappointed so I'll work hard (:

Changed my blog skin and song .
my blog is RED in colour . that's perfect .
I Love It ♥