Saturday, 11 June 2011

Last post

First , have a good news and bad news.

The bad news is ;

This is my last post because my mother blocked me to use laptop
She allows me to play laptop after finished my SPM .
I know she sis too taking care about me so she forced to choose this way .
It's okay , I still can on my Facebook using my mobile :)

And the good news is ;

My blog followers and the total view in my blog breaks new record !
Congratuation !! Thanks for support !! ;D







11-Jun-2011

Went out again today .
TimeSquare & SungeiWang & Fahrenheit88 .




Woke up early in the morning and started prepared myself .
around 11.a.m , daddy fetched me to bus stop and I took the cap to SungeiWang .

Keep capture inside the cap .



My faces looked smoothed and shined right ?
It's because I used BBcream to covered defects .

Reached SungeiWang at around 12 p.m
walked around floor by floor and had a viewed on clothes

going up to 2nd floor and went to Echo Park .
Searched the T-shirted that intro by my brother named - Negat!ve



It's looked nice and cool when the firsted time I saw it .
there were no time to considered so just took it to counter and paid .

Then , I saw two ladies tried the Supra's shoes
so I went to have a looked .

OMG ! I saw the women Supra's shoes and it's in my favourite colour


The red's Supra and purple Leopard Print's Supra

It's cool !
I wanted to buy the original's Supra !
I need to have the permit from my mother to bought this !
I will buy it if my mom allows :目

Then went to 6floor @ Emage Concept visited Camie Yong
actually , she had promise me hang out together with me today but lastly she choose to worked .
Never mind , we still had many chances to hang out together (:

Stayed there until Xun's zai reached SungeiWang .
After that , went to Fahrenheit88 to had out brunch .
we felt hungry !

Walked to Fahrenheit88 because wanted to eat Sushi Zanmai
What a unlucky day , a lot of people queue out side to wait a sit
we're too hungry so change place to Ko Hyang - Korean Country Delights



We had chosen the same noodle



Look like maggie mee right ? but taste good

Finished brunch , accompany Xun's zai went to TimeSquare .
she bought a lamp table as a birthday presented for her friend

after that , I went to bought drinks @ Starbucks .



My Dark Mocha

Then we went to car park . Xun's zai want to smoke .
Sat and chit chat .

Around 5.30 p.m Xun's zai need to go backed , so each walked each
I went to 8floor's toilet to captured ==



I looked gray today , even was my lenses ;)

Finished captured , went backed to Camie shop
sat and chit chat

This smoker asked me accompany her to stairs , then she took out her cigarette



I don't know what flavour was this . It Smelled good , so i tried .
Not bad but this is a kind of light flavour .

Finally she felt hungry so we went to ground floor bought SnowFlake



we took away and bring it to Camie shop
bored until the maximum !

captured again .



then Camie said she want joined me too



I like this , because I was covered :D

we played like kid inside the shop .
around 8p.m Joe and 美京 came .
chat awhile with them and I need to go backed home .

So I left SungeiWang around 8.30p.m
HOMESWEETHOME AGAIN











School reopen tomorrow , need focus on my education
Add Oil XerRen , You can do it !


Tuesday, 7 June 2011

3 day 2 night trip






2 weeks of holidays , enjoyed with go back my hometown .
Relaxed myself with went backed to my hometown - Kedah .
It's full of my childhood memories . I miss that moment so much






星期六凌晨6點出發。
在車裡用音樂把空虛淹沒,頭望著外面的天空發呆,音樂它掌控了我的腦海 
眼看著外頭的天空慢慢得在變、漸漸得亮了



早晨的景色很漂亮,它讓我想起了你的懷抱 
太陽的笑容很燦爛,它對我微微笑說聲早安 

聽著的音樂越來越悲傷,空氣它突然變得很寂寞
把我的世界變成了黑白。



紅色;讓我找回了信心。

這一半的臉孔,是我常面對世界的每一個人類
另一半卻是充滿了悲觀的思想,它並不堅強

陽光越來越刺眼,眼睛越來越疲倦卻死撐不睡覺
厚重得眼袋,疲憊的雙眼皮撐不了多少



這就是我,總愛把自己搞的不像人樣
喜歡看見自己的臉一天比一天慘、一天比一天憔悴
無法開心就把自己搞塌。

眼看著每一輛車子過,不知不覺原來我到吉打
回到最愛的家鄉 看見自己最愛的親戚 嘴角慢慢揚起了笑容
哥哥姐姐妹妹弟弟 無論是親戚還是朋友 這裡是我們小時後占有最多回憶的地方

把自己換到最普遍的裝扮,走到后園去
眼前像海那麼寬闊的稻田 是我最愛的地方

身躺在小木屋欣賞這片綠油油的稻田 讓我想起了許多小時候的回憶



小時每早晨起來到花園玩煮食比賽
喜歡偷偷去採姨媽種的花朵,到小木屋後面去拾空椰殼
坐在沙堆把自己的椰殼布置得五顏六色,再宣布誰是贏家
當姨媽發現她的花花草草被採光時,就會追著我們來罵

下午光著腳步跑到稻田去玩追逐
一群兄弟姐妹 常常為了玩耍而忘了時間
忽略了午餐的時間、忽略了洗澡的時間、甚至忽略了回家的時間

天真的思想、純真的笑容 讓我想了也會傻笑。

爾現在都忘了當初得美好。
有的忙學業、有的忙事業,有的忙感情,有的忙婚姻,也有的忙子女。
剩下的只有我們這幾個

遠外傳來了我的名字。
原來是媽媽在叫我回家 是時候到醫院探望公公了
躺了2個月,病情也康復了很多
公公慢慢能發出言語了 卻很悲哀的是她的壞習慣還是未改
還是像以前那樣愛亂罵人 ==

晚上跟表姊在房裡聊天,因為年齡的接近所以有很多東西聊
把自己的心情分享出來 其實我們有很多共同點。













第二早到橡膠園散步
早晨的空氣很清晰、很新鮮



沿著小路走到最後,發現....
其實鄉下很多蚊子 ==


下午拿出我那最悲哀的一科-數學



我很希望我能征服數學
其實它並不難,是我吃不到葡萄說葡萄酸。

學了一整天,才學會一點點
原來數學很容易 看來我要多去接觸它了

Keep going on .
Failure is the mother of success ;)









第三天離開鄉下,回到自己最熟悉的家。



把最美好得回憶 保留在當初的情景。







Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Am Unique





狀態:感冒、發燒還有大姨媽的報導 TT















偽裝久了也會累 站久了腳會累 笑久了嘴會累
脫下面具的我不是鐵人,只是一個很普通的女孩

我的感情很豐富,只可惜我必須戴上面具掩飾自己
把自己的感情隱藏並不簡單,但我還是把它隱藏得很好。 

了解我的人都知道我不願打開內心的門,因為這個世代的人太複雜
要走進我的內心世界並不容易,要得到我的信任更不容易
就算相處久了,我也不一定會把心事告訴妳 因為我就是這樣。 =)









習慣了一個人的生活

習慣一個人獨坐,沒有憂傷 沒有煩​​惱 沒有思念
習慣一個人睡,忘記時間 忘記存在 忘記沒有忘記得過去
習慣一個人的世界,因為一個人的世界只有自己懂。

一個人的生活沒什麼不好 

一個人聽歌 一個人走路;一個人難過 一個人開心
一個人自言自語 一個人自哼自唱;一個人做橄欖上看夜景 一個人等待月落晨起。

無憂無慮、不用煩惱 享受一個人的生活
想哭就哭,想笑就笑 不用顧慮別人的想法。

在自己的世界當女皇,自己崇拜自己
在自己的世界當小丑,自己安慰自己

雨中慢步行走其實很悲傷 坐在陌生的地方聽歌其實很寂寞
一個人走上走下其實很孤單 晚夜一個人坐在外頭看星星期其實很安靜
獨自在車裡仰望著天空其實很空虛 自己躲在角落幫自己抹淚其實很心痛








是的,我會哭起也很怕哭泣。
熱愛音樂的我 因為內心的漸漸逼近得空虛和孤獨會令我崩潰
為了擺脫拿入黑夜扮恐懼的孤獨,我會收集各種的歌曲

唯有音樂優美的旋律能抵擋一切孤獨;音樂是我的心情味品。

沉醉於音樂的同時閉上眼睛
想像著音樂帶自己脫離這生命的糾紛纏亂,把我帶到無拘無束自由自在的美麗國度。

我的兩極化是環境造成的
現實太殘酷,世界變得太快

我只能靜靜地看著 不想像普通人一樣變得髒
冷漠的眼神、公式化的微笑是我的防禦 兔得自己的良善消失
內心的世界也許是灰色的、也許城府很深但是純粹。 =)

我還是我,獨一無二的我 



 




其是我並不堅強,我只是愛逞強